Chronic illness doesn’t just affect you, the person experiencing it – it has a ripple effect that spreads out to family, friends, colleagues. Something that I know a lot of people struggle with is the feelings of guilt that can arise because of this. Guilt can stem from feeling like a burden, missing out on social or work related events, or needing additional help from others. While this is a natural way to feel, it can have a long-lasting impact on mental health and relationships.

There are numerous reasons that you might feel guilty when struggling with chronic illness. Often people describe feeling like a burden as they require more support with things like shopping, cooking, cleaning or even washing yourself. This leads people to feel badly about the amount of time and energy that is being spent on your care. The nature of chronic illness is that they are unpredictable. This can mean that you have to cancel plans last minute and therefore feel like you are letting others down. It can also impact family dynamics and impose limitations on what you can do in terms of work – both of these can cause guilt as you feel like you are disrupting people from living their life or not pulling your weight.

I think it’s important to remind yourself regularly that needing help from others doesn’t mean that you are weak or less valuable. Relationships are mutual and those closest to you want to help you in any way they can. It can help to talk about your feelings of guilt – it may not be obvious to others that you are feeling this way, and talking to them means that they can reassure you that they are happy to help. They say a problem shared is a problem halved, right?

Even if you can’t contribute to things in the same way that you did pre-illness, you can find other ways to show your support, care and appreciation for those around you. Chronic illness is not your fault, and guilt won’t change your circumstances. Think of all the brain space you might free up if you’re not constantly berating yourself for what you can’t do!

Having healthy boundaries can help prevent resentment and allow your relationships to blossom and thrive. Remind yourself frequently that letting other people help isn’t weakness or a sign that you are no longer independent – you can be independent and still ask for help.

Remember this: guilt is a natural response to the challenges of living with chronic illness, but it doesn’t have to define your relationships or self-worth.

All my love,

Anna x